Being a fan isn’t easy. We fall in love with people who will probably never even know who we are and yet we still devote our time and love to them. We do it because they’ve helped us in a way that no one else can. They bring us joy and happiness on a whole different level and we can’t help but to fall deeper and deeper in love. It almost feels like a one-sided love. But then there are times like this where we are reminded that it’s not a simple celebrity crush. Times like this where our bias is on the verge of tears, telling us that he doesn’t want to let us go, even for a short period of time. They remind us that they are just as dependent on us as we are on them. And isn’t that what true love is all about? Depending on each other and always staying by their side, no matter what comes in the way. We try to keep that in mind as we cry together, knowing that they are leaving for enlistment soon. We stay strong when that time comes and we wait patiently for them to come back. And in the mean time, they are always in our hearts.

People call us crazy and just some emotional fangirls who need to grow up, but they don’t understand. This is the commitment we made when we decided to enter the fandom. This is the promise we made to be there till the end. And we intend on keeping it, no matter how much it hurts us to see them leave.

So my dear Kim Jongwoon, it’s hard to believe that this time has already come. We knew this was coming and we tried to prepare ourselves, but we’re still not ready to let you leave. Even though it’s just a short 2 years, you will be missed deeply. We will wait for you just like how we are waiting for Heechul and Jungsoo. Please come back to us safely and remember that this is not a Goodbye, but a See you later.

Yesung Fighting!

And as for ELF…. GET OVER HERE SO THAT I CAN HUG YOU!!!

MY FUCKING FEEELS!!! BAP!!! WTF!!! ONESHOT IS BY FAR THE BEST MV OF THE YEAR!!! HOLY SHIT!!! YONGJAE!!! BAP!!!! OMFG!!

“Why are you so obsessed with some silly Asians who are half way across the world? Seriously, I really don’t get why you keep up with their lives when they have no idea you exsist.” Says my sister while she’s on season 5 of Keeping up with the Kardashians

Music + tumblr + fanfics = the best way to get away when you need to escape this world

 LOL I lost 2 followers because of my Yesung Spam :P

Don’t even care. If you can’t handle all of the SJ then i would rather have you unfollow me